~This Is My World~

I hope you had an amazing day with Family and friends!

So this happened…. My Facebook post from 10/15/23. My daughter’s news to me today!!!

I’m SO EXCITED and HAPPY for her!!!

Was having a good day, was eating some potato with chorizo and a tortilla, talking with my cousin, and after I hung up with her, I started to feel weird, sweaty, shaky. I thought it can’t be low sugar because of the tortilla and potato I had eaten. Took my blood sugar, thinking it was too high… WRONG. So I ate some candy, and feel a little wiped out now. Crazy. Need to eat but I’m good right now.

My GOODNESS has this been proven to me, YET AGAIN….

I’m doing a test right now, I have this keyboard for my 6th generation IPad and I couldn’t get it to work earlier, and now I did it! YA!!

I spent the morning on Kitchen duties, washing dishes, wiping down the stove, cleaning the cover over the stove, and man, I’m done for the most part. Just have to wash silverware, but that’s it.

Gotta run errands but I’ll write more later, because there’s a lot I have to get out of my head, that’s ticked me off, but I’ll explain later!

It’s gonna be a hot FALL day today, it’s supposed to be 91 degrees. LOVELY…not. LOL EVERYTHING has gone up, why not the temperature, right? LORDY.

Hope you’ve been having a great day so far! Until later,

TTFN,

P~

I think the last time I wrote was in July. Not to say nothing has been going on, just haven’t had the energy to write about it, even though I think, “I need to get this off my brain!”

This weekend I hope to sit down and write about some things, maybe with a glass of wine 🍷 even LOL.

I hope you all have been doing well!

I will write again, later.

TTFN,

P~

I’ve been up since 330am. Crazy. Sometimes people say the shittiest things to you with “reckless abandon” I guess would be the word. It has, once again, fucked me up, like when Keith’s ex posted on either mine (MSN SPACES) or a friends (LiveJournal) public message board accusing me of killing Keith.

I’m not elevating Anthony to Saint-hood. He had his faults, who doesn’t? He wasn’t a good father after I left, and blamed me for things gone wrong. I never accepted it. Anthony was a decent human being though. He did have a good heart, for the most part. He was mostly just a goofy person. He liked to laugh and have a good time. He loved his sisters and he loved his mom.

Sainthood? No, but the thing with me is I can remember the good times we had, and focus on them. I can look at the pics I have of him and a few of his family members with Sarah as a baby, and smile fondly. We had a child together, and while he wasn’t a good dad, he was a decent human being. His demons were strong, though he did fight them. I believe they may have had more to do with his sudden death than anything.

What I also don’t do is wish death on people, don’t accuse people of killing others, and I’m not happy someone died, whether I know them, personally or otherwise. Keith’s ex told me “I will be sure to piss on your grave when you die…” I will breathe a sigh, and say “she’s finally out of her mental and emotional pain” when she dies.

I wrote all this to say, DO BETTER,BE BETTER, BE KIND, THINK before you speak, or just don’t say anything. You don’t know how your words will impact someone who is hurting.

TTFN,

P~