Author: Patricia

(message sent to stepdaughter on Myspace at 7:44pm)

“Congrats on your engagement!”

Seems L is “engaged and getting married in about a year.” according to what she wrote her friend on her public myspace account.

L wrote to her friend, on her public social media, about her mom…”oh yeah, shes engaged…surpise..lol.. no not really but yeah..”

Saw this on my former stepdaughter’s PUBLIC myspace to her friend-

I HOPE her mother did something about this. More proof of things Keith and I were accused of is exactly what’s happening in the PNW.

Wrote oldest stepdaughter. “I am currently going through cards and letters to my deceased husband, Keith D, and came across some that were sent from you. Would you like them back? If not, I will be throwing them away. Please advise by email. Thank you.

Respectfully,
Patricia

Filed with the Court on 5/22/06- Received a copy today, August 3, 2006.

Anthony is done paying arrears, so child support goes down to $607 a month.

somewhat of what it will be like when I clean out my husbands things. Late yesterday afternoon, I decided to look for a drawer my landlord was inquiring about that he needed to fix. I had told him a little while ago that the drawer was in the garage, and I would look through my husbands things and find it.

Well, all I did was move things around, and it hit me, I was looking through my husbands things and I started to cry. I was glad my kids weren’t there to see me, but I cried and asked my husband where this drawer was (which I did receive and answer for – my landlord has it, and he seems to have forgotten he does) and I also told my husband that we never discussed what was to be done with his tools, etc should something happen to him.

It’s 7 months this month, and all his clothes are still hanging up, his clothes are still in his dresser drawers, with the exception of some of his t-shirts that my daughter likes to wear, and the bag that I got from this hospital is still where I put it, nearly 7 months ago. To clean out his things is going to be extremely hard, I can see that already. I know it is just something I have to do. Today, my neighbor is going to come over and take down some boxes off a shelf in the garage. I am not fond of heights and ladders and she is fine with both, so she said she would help. I don’t think going through those boxes will affect me like the other stuff. The boxes have been ‘stored’ since we moved in this house, in 2002. Depending on the contents, I have a couple different options as to what to do with the stuff.

June 1st, my son had a break down. He was practicing the song, “Proud to be an American” by Lee Greenwood, for his program later this week at school, and after the song, he just sat on his knees, put his hands to his eyes and burst into tears. He was shaking terribly and I just held him and told him it was ok. He kept saying, “When we would go to sleep at night, daddy would always say he would never leave me” I tried to explain to him that while his daddy wasn’t here physically, he would always be in his heart, and with him always that way. It seemed to have brought some comfort to him. After his breakdown, I went to my room and had my own. Thank GOD one of my earth angels was available, and we talked for several hours.

On June 2nd, I had another dream that my husband was alive, and I think it was his and God’s way of letting me know that my husband is fine, and I need to be fine, and that while my husband isn’t here physically with me, he is here in Spirit with me and my kids, always.

Seems the perfect family life J tried to portray isn’t exactly as it was.

This morning, at 9:02am, L wrote her friend on her public social media, that her “mom doesn’t seemed to thrilled to come get me.. so shes definitly buying me a car over the summer so she deosnt have to I guess..whatever…”

At 12:55 pm L wrote a male friend of hers that shes’s stressing out casue of all this shot and that I just want to go home.. but then again I dont want to go home casue I know I’ll be stressed casue of my mom thing but whatever about that…”

How sad. So my former stepdaughter is now almost 20 years old. She wrote on her public MySpace about her mother’s engagement. Maybe it should be reengagement to ex hubby #2. ANYWAY, she told her friend that she spoke to her mom for a few hours about “the engagement thing” but even though she’s just going with the flow, she is pissed at her mom because she knows how she (her mom) is going to be and that she just understand her and she (stepdaughter) hates it. She said she tries her hardest to show that she cares for her mom. WTH? Dad dies and the things she and her mom accused her dad of, not knowing his daughter (or son) is actually what is going on with her mother? Hmmmm…. ANYWAY…

Former Stepdaughter continues, “yet, she yelled at me and said, LET ME LIVE MY LIFE and it made me cry then she was like I have spent over 20 years taking care of you and (former stepson) and now it’s my turn to live my life how I want it and that’s what is going to happen” She wrote how she was so mad and that she knows this “engagedment married thing is not going to work I just know it”

She goes on to say, “right now I just want to run awya from all the stress and just live on my own with out worrying about everyone cause it seems like no one wants me to worry about them…but I just have to thats just me…I love the poeple around me and they always shut me down…I just don’t know what to do anymore.”

She also wrote, “…oh yeah its likei lost one parent why do i have to lose another i mean I try.. what the hell am i supposed to do.. i hate it..”

That just makes me SAD, because HER DAD LOVED HER and wanted her around and she shut HIM out and shut HIM down, and then he died.

Is this her Karma?

She also wrote, later on that she knows it “probably wont work out for my mom and I know Ill be there when it doesnt…”

Isn’t this LOVELY…. Can’t say this ISN’T directed towards me. I printed this today.

From L’s friend “Steve”